I'm very hard on myself about my English, even though it is my mother tongue... like every time I talk I will have to speak as grammatically sound as I can be. It gets me down very easily if I stagger or make a mistake.
I'm not sure how I come off on here, but in real life I am TOO nice, I have a hard time saying NO, cause I hate having bad relationships with anyone, even if these people can not affect my life in any shape or form. I wish I was religious...I'd feel great about this cause I'd be sure I was going to heaven
- I'm shy.
- I'm crazy selfish.
- I focus on people's mistakes so I can't get attached to anyone.
- I easily can go from loving someone to hating someone.
- I'm too nice to people, need to work on hurting some.
- I panic a lot.
- I can't make quick decisions. Not a quick thinker.
- I love criticizing myself instead of focusing on positive.
I'm very reserved and I can't control ugly thoughts in my head, that's why I don't touch new born babies. I might poke the anterior fontanel or the "soft spot".
I'm kinda shy towards others that's why I'm introverted...
I'm also a chronic procrastinator
I also bottle up my angers and frustrations that when I had enough it explodes and I blurt out words that are not in a vocabulary of a happy-go-lucky guy...
Oh, and what I hated the most is that I tend to put a grudge on others that wronged me and my defense mechanism for it is ignoring the person whom I had a grudge with...
For a guy that has a sunny personality, I hide some deep dark ones that I don't like
I'm very hard on myself about my English, even though it is my mother tongue... like every time I talk I will have to speak as grammatically sound as I can be. It gets me down very easily if I stagger or make a mistake.
This is what's happening to me and I speak very well when I'm alone or with people who English isn't their first language. But i stumble whenever I interact with English speaking people and make mistakes like crazy
I'm very lazy and one of the worst procrastinators you'll ever meet.
I also have a bitchy streak a mile wide. I have a bad habit of saying things that sound innocent in my head but come out mean. Actually just had someone I really like call me out on it the other day. But let's be honest in this world being a bitch isn't always a flaw...
I'm a perfectionist. I guess that comes with being a Virgo. I'm also highly discriminative and before I'm even introduced to a person, I am already judging them in my head.
