Some embarrassing moments but this is mostly my current situation since I'm still in high school
I moved to the school I am at now at the start of 2015 (Year 9). This guy we'll name Nick was always nice to me. I had a hard time finding friends and he was one of the few guys who made conversation with me. Keep in mind he is the most popular guy in my year group
In April of that year I realised I liked guys. I was basically in the closet for most of the year until it was pretty obvious I was quite the **** and only had girl friends. Anyway, while I was in the closet I somehow made it into the popular group which of course Nick was in. I remember one time in the toilets I was waiting for an available toilet and somehow we get in that awkward situation where you decide who goes first and I let him go before me (Girl if it was these days... we'll get to that later
) So we got to know each other a bit I guess... but that crowd was not for me, they were bleak dahling! Bleak! So that's when I became friends with just girls and I became more of myself. Nick had long hair that year and I never found him attractive but so many girls did and even one of my girl friends. Fast forward to a year later, everyone knows I'm a **** or they're completely out of the loop, and Nick gets a haircut and whew! He's way more attractive. I didn't really have a crush on him until the last school term of last year and I don't remember why I suddenly started to like him. Probably his nice personality... Anyway there have been a few messy moments these past few weeks. Once some people in class were talking about who was gay or not and one of Nick's friends was like 'Hey Nick I heard you were bisexual' and he does this awkward nervous laugh and says 'What? No'. This gay guy I'm friends with in class (well not really anymore since the pressed, dramatic twat unfriended me on all social medias the other day
We'll call iT Gay Rihanna Stan) but anyway we look at each other and are both like 'YAS'
Another moment, a few days before school ended for the year, was when we had this school day where boys and girls were split up and we talked about male things and girls talked about girl things yadiyada. The teacher started this activity where some people had to volunteer and write on the whiteboard 'What girls look for in guys'. Someone said 'a big package' and Gay Rihanna Stan and I smirk at each other and from the other side of the room I hear Nick laugh at us (not in a mean way, he doesnt have a homophobic bone in his body
) and I make eye contact with him that seemed really sexual and I still had the smirk on
So by that point and before then I really liked him
A bit over a week after that shenanigan the year group had a Year 10 party. I wasn't sure if Nick was attending since he pretends to be too exclusive or something. But anyway he walked in the party looking as
as always and I probably screamed and jumped in joy
Drinks were drunk, the night went on until I SEE Gay Rihanna Stan summon Nick over to kiss him on the cheek (I feel bad for Nick, GRS isn't a looker of sorts) but I was like 'Nick! Where's mine [kiss on the cheek]?' Gay Rihanna Stan gets super defensive, tries to guard Nick away from me and I'm like to Nick 'Ok maybe later'
Anyway time goes on again and somehow I get the touchpass.m4a to sit on Nick's lap and I basically was making out with his cheek since kissing him on the lips might have been too far. But the gag is, I literally told him I had a crush on for the past few weeks
I must have been really drunk. He was like 'these past few weeks?' I don't know if he thought I had a crush on him for like the whole year since I've always been shy around him. Another kii is how Nick wasn't even my #1 crush at the time of this party. I had a major crush on this guy we'll call Lachlan and one of my dumbass girl friends told him I had a crush on him and Lachlan was like 'Oh well I had a fair idea' Like, okay. You're a ****ing asshole. He never made cconversation with me and was always awkward and quiet around me. That's over, it's cancelled. (I still would tho
) But yeah, as we all could have guessed, Gay Rihanna Stan was fuming and somehow took my spot on his lap. We basically fought over Nick and yelled at each other and threatened to physically fight
(To be fair GRS knew Nick since primary school but that wasn't and never will stop me from being with him
) I just remembered I started to massage Nick's neck (I cringed omg :skull) while GRS was on his lap. What's more cringe is how GRS laid his ears on Nick's heart and was like 'I can hear your beating heart' Me and Nick were like... wtf
Obviously people were around and Nick was playing it off as loving the attention and ****. Anyway there's a picture of me kissing his neck and a video of him kissing my cheek and me kissing back
So the next day I'm a messy rat who just had a big night and I walk into this clothing store and NICK'S LITERALLY in there training to become an employee
I went in there looking for some Santa Cruz shorts I fell in love with the week prior. We saw each other at the same time, I was shook, he half smiled so I smiled back
I left the store not long after and went back there again the next day since I was back in town and couldn't find the shorts the first time. He was there again
He probably thought I was stalking him or visiting the store just to see him
Anyway I really wanted to get those short for Christmas so I asked Nick in a sort of baby voice (
) 'Hey Nick, can you help me find these Santa Cruz shorts I saw the other day?' He says yes since it's kinda his job to and by this point I'm extra nervous around him since I really like him and I was probably shaking if I remember correctly. So he points to the pants I was looking for and I fumbled my words and I said something like 'Omg it's that ones' I was shook with embarrassment lowkey and he either didn't notice or pretended not to
He led me to the dressing rooms to try them on (
) He is just too kind, I already knew the way
But then disaster struck. Just my luck, as we approach the dressing rooms, some slore from my school turns on her sex eyes on for Nick, opens the door from her dressing room half naked with her arm covering her **** and asked Nick for something I don't remember. I was mugged! Anyway I didn't really care at the time but looking back.... the timing of it all
The shorts were fine on me and I asked him to hold them back for me since I had to get the money off my dad. I went back in the store later, bought them and that was the last time I've seen him since. This was like 23rd of December 2016. Fast forward to like yesterday and girls posted pictures and videos with them and him on Snapchat and Instagram at a recent party that I didn't even know about. I guess the 'embarrassing gay high school storiy' here is me falling for a straight guy
But there are so many signs pointing to bisexuality at the least... I'm quite confused and I'm trying to unlike him. Whatever... we'll see what the new school year brings
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Originally posted by Buddy
This straight bro asked to borrow my headphones and I didn't know how to say no so I offered them to him. They were the Gaga beats headphones. With like 5 of his straight friends one of them commented "Hey, aren't those the Lady Gaga headphones" Suddenly all of them were like wtf. The expose was real |
My favourite
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Originally posted by katycat737
I was closeted throughout high school until I told my two closest girl friends that I was gay (senior year)....they knew that I was big into Twitter so I showed them my stan account...they thought I was so funny so they decided to show a good amount of the girls in our class at this little sleepover thing they did They all facetimed me and told me they found my secret twitter  I was MORTIFIED because I had RTd gay **** and tweeted about sex that same day...they all followed my account too
Luckily, they all didn't seem to care much so the word didn't really spread (and we graduated like two weeks later) |
A nightmare
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my only thought reading these stories
I ended up telling this 2-Liter Pepsi Soda bottle shaped bitch who was supposed to be my friend, that I had a crush on him, and MADE her promise not to tell him or anyone else. So, instead of following directions, this deaf, mac book bodied shaped rat, walks up to him during PE and was like "Jordan, Ryan has a crush on you" and he spent the whole class avoiding me 