It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear
You almost feel ashamed
That someone could be that important
That without them, you feel like nothing
No one will ever understand how much it hurts
You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you
And when it's over, and it's gone
You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back
So that you could have the good
Being a Pledis fan is very similar to staying in an abusive relationship.
They steal from you, they make you wait for years, they hurt you physically and mentally...
and yet you stay like a lapping dog waiting for your master to give you the bone.
You hopelessly think to yourself, "Will he ever change?" You wish he'd see the light.
But no he won't change.
No he won't see the light.
And despite all this you choose to stay in the darkness with him.
I feel so bad for Yuta, I cannot stop thinking about it
like I almost sued my dermatologist because my last skin peel took an entire week, to heal
...but, you can tell Yuta's very self-aware about it, his scenes in LIMITLESS were in the dark with his chin in the shadow, and even if he took it off, the skin is already STRETCHED
with his chin in the shadow, and even if he took it off, the skin is already STRETCHED 
