Bottoming. It's gotten to the point where I accidentally moan thinking about it. I was watching a film with my friend the other day and a sex scene came on. I was so immersed in the film I let out a really sexual moan without realising and my friend ended up in on the floor crying of laughter. So embarrassing
Addicted to falling in love with way-out-of-my-league straight guys, intentionally emotionally disabling and damaging myself by thinking about extremely depressing stuff before going to sleep, looking at expensive stuff online and crying at the inability to afford them, taking inappropriately long showers and more uncomfortably weird stuff that I don't wanna get into just in case my crush or any of my friends or family find out this is my account.
Oh and I have a crippling, almost diabetes-inducing sugar addiction. I used to eat a pack of Toffifee and Haribo Fizzy Cola every day for 3 months. It's amazing how I haven't been hospitalized yet.
