You become just thought energy and no longer physical and thought energy. as for the specific feeling and state of consciousness, no one seems to know and it's prob different for many people.
Basically I just realized that my thoughts are real and the "spirit" or "energy" (depending on a religious or scientific approach to the ideal) that can not be destroyed. It's god, or spirit or whatever you wanna call it, that voice inside your head, how "god is in all of us", it's just a fancy way of saying your thoughts are real but not physically real and we don't know how to destroy that part of reality like we do physical items so it will continue to exist when your boys doesn't. The specific details I have nothing but crazy, and hopeful theories about my own perosnal journey.
But I'm prob a wackjob
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