Well sis maybe this year you will be alone, but just make sure to change your life so next year you wont have to.
I know you said you have social anxiety, but you should just try and break past it and text one and say something like my plans fell through what are you up for new years?
There are plenty of people out there who do not care to celebrate or don't have anyone so you surely are not alone though. Just make sure to work on it before next year if it bothers you so much and make it a resolution
