Reminds me of the Carpool karaoke where she said she doesn't know what Oops I Did It Again is about.
Like

I know that the Blackout era and some years after it are blurry to her and I feel so sad about this, but often it also feels like she doesn't even bother....she doesn't even try to put any effort into her music, not more than she needs to.
That's not cool because the fans support her and her music means so much to them
