Nah.

I'd honestly be crushed

my dream is to adopt 2 kids and have 2 of my own

I would be so upset if I wouldn't be able to have my own

If I was straight there'd be lots of interconnected flowing juicies

I'd be upset for a bit, but just let my partner give his sperm instead

It's not the end of the world and I get why some people would get so upset about it. Personally I want to have biological kids (despite me being gay), I think it's a special thing to have a kid that is related to you l but if I couldn't have biological kids then I still can always adopt kids that need home and love.

I'd be a bit shaken but having to adopt wouldn't bother me at all.

hmm not sure, I think I wouldn't be sad.
I'm not the biggest trooper when it comes to pain so I'm not gonna lie, I don't want to give birth to a child...
I never had the wish to become a mother, it's all good, but if I suddenly wanted to become a mom...ugh mess I really don't want to become pregnant. Adoption it is then!

I don't care one way or the other. There are also many children out there in need of a loving family, so I wouldn't rule out adoption.