First time is with a straight guy, he never loved me back. It was the hardest time of my life but it was beautiful too cause I really loved him even though he never loved me back.
Second time, with my ex boyfriend. It was one of the best times of my life. He was my first everything. He was everything
Third time, with another ex. I loved him so much but I havent really moved on from the man before him it didnt work out