I've been struggling with depression a lot lately too and even though your current situation may seem like it's never going to get better/like you're stuck and there's no way of getting out of it but you can take control and get somewhere where you're happy. You have more control than you know
Romanian betch, listen to me. You better not kill yourself. There is always an alternative..just bare this world a little longer and you will see that it actually legit does get better (i know it sounds cheesy but it is legit true.) sometimes it takes time but it does get better. When it does get beet you will be looking back on this time and thinking that it was ridiculous that oyu wanted to kill yourself! trust me.
Romanian betch, listen to me. You better not kill yourself. There is always an alternative..just bare this world a little longer and you will see that it actually legit does get better (i know it sounds cheesy but it is legit true.) sometimes it takes time but it does get better. When it does get beet you will be looking back on this time and thinking that it was ridiculous that oyu wanted to kill yourself! trust me.