Member Since: 1/1/2014
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i used to really want a boyfriend, thought it was the thing that i was missing that would make me happy.. but i looked inside myself more and realized that if i wanted fulfillment in life then i would need to start with myself and my actions, pursue my passions, make yourself better in various aspects.. if you find someone who you really like and you consider them your source of happiness, what are you going to do when that relationship ends? I just want to my happiness to be dependant, something that i get from my own self and not someone else.
Im still young and want to focus on myself. I have school, i have friends, i have my passions and hobbies. I cant be bothered with texting someone all day and all the baggage that comes with a relationship, it feels like youre not focusing on yourself anymore, im selfish and i sort of panic when i feel that way, like someone is distracting me from focusing on myself.. some people love having that other person around all the time, i want companionship and affection but i also want to step away and not be tied down by anyone. And dont get me started on ex boyfriends, miss me with that mess.
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