I don't know. I've gotten really comfortable with being single, and the thought of all the obligations that come with being in a relationship makes me roll my eyes. I feel like it's going to take someone special to reel me back in, as cliche as that sounds.
I don't want one just to have one but it might be nice to always get to enjoy someone's company and go further than just being friends. I'd have anxiety about the whole commitment thing though.
I'm finally at the point, and have been at it for some time, where I don't yern for a boyfriend. I'm happy by myself and probably even happier without one. When you invite a person into your life to that extent, there's always an upheaval and some inherent drama. I'm fine without that. I don't need to focus on somebody else right now.
But in the off chance that a guy walks into my life, I'm not going to push him away. But he'll certainly have to prove that he wants something real.
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