No give me any hot guy that's a good person and is going to look out for me and I'm set

All of your posts seem so random to me

I was but then last week it kinda just happened so yeah.

Low-key upset that it wasn't with someone I loved but the guy took care of me so whatever. At least its out of the way now.

I didn't really wait for the right one, but he happened to be a guy I really liked (and he liked me a lot as well) and I had traveled from Milan to New York for him so he had to give iT to me!

yes

otherwise i can just open up grindr

I did it with love of my life my life and I'm glad it was him.

Nope.
I barely remember my first sex. Not that I've had too much, I just didn't really care about it.
I still don't.

I did in the past but now I don't

Yes, and I found him. We haven't been together like that yet though, as we're in a LDR.

I mean I wouldn't say i'm waiting for the right person but every time I make it to that stage I usually chicken out and stop things a part of me thinks it is.

Most of the time when I hookup with someone it's with a random person and a part of my mind does then think it should at least be with someone I know a bit about but each time I reach the point before sex in a that situation some unforeseen circumstance occurs

Yes, I hope one day I can meet an atrler in real life using Ocean theme in Montreal and it'll be true love

Nope. And I don't recommend that anybody does that because it never works out as planned.

Yes.