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Originally posted by Costea
i really can't. unless somehow i can swap my body for a less gay, lazy, and sleep deprived one
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Being gay isn't the problem, it's your self confidence and inability to adequately deal with the thoughts inside your head. Honestly, if you're seriously considering suicide or have suicidal thoughts, you need to seek help as soon as possible. Talking to your doctor about your depression/anxiety/suicidal thoughts will allow them to help you get on medication or get therapy to properly conquer whatever mental illness you have.
People tend to get depressed/suicidal whenever their dreams/goals don't align with your reality. Maybe set aside some time every day to just meditate on what you want your next steps to be and your ultimate goals/achievements you want to reach.
I know part of you is making this thread for some attention, so I hope you at least seek some help from people who can properly assess where you're coming from.