I miss the feeling of being flirted by a straight guy.
This is my story:
During first year of college, I shared a room with my straight friend which is next to the room of the straight guy I crushed on. Living near each other everyday, we kinda became neighbors. Communication started and the guy became a good friend of the friend I shared the room with.
I took the benefit from that to get closer to the guy I crushed on. Everyday, when he came to meet my friend at our room, he was so charming. He was very handsome. His skin looked so clean. He was so toned. I couldnt stop staring at him so sometimes he caught me and when he did, I looked away.
My friend kinda knew what I was thinking so whenever the guy came to our room, my friend made fun of me in front of the guy about what I wanted to do to him. When my friend did, the guy just kept smiling like it was not a big deal, like it was none of his business, like it was untrue.
One night, I had to go to his room to get some beers. He was drunk (but not too drunk) but looked a bit sad and lonely. He asked me to sit down so he would tell me about his girlfriend who lived in the other province and how he missed her and loved her. I looked a bit disaapointed. He noticed that and stopped talking about his girlfriend and asked if I had a girlfriend (My friend told him Im gay but he did not believe him and thought my friend was just kidding). I said No, I dont have one. then he said, how about boyfriend? (In a funny way). I took the advantage from that to get the opportunity to get him flirted so I said I dont want a boyfriend unless it is you. He found that funny and laughed so hard. We kept talking but nothing happened that night but I thiight he realized I am really gay.
The day after, he came to my room to mert my friend and called me baby. I had a blast and he came to kiss me on the cheek and he caressed my left nipple (you know the way straight guys play around). I was in heaven that time.
I happened to touch his crotch many times too (in a playful way) and he didnt mind cos he thought I was just playing and messing around.
4 years later, we all finished college and moved out. We lost contact since then.
