Not in public, but when I'm by myself yes. I pretend like I'm IU and singing the song Good Day which could be interpreted as a parent dying and being in denial about it. I can even cry on cue I'm a mess My imagination is wild but that's a different story
Ohhh god, I used to do this when I was 16 and thought my depression was soooo cool. Looking back I looked like a pathetic asshole sulking in the corner by myself.