So we did end up meeting up and talking. It didn't really feel like closure because he was in a rush to pick up his bookbag at his 'friends' house before they leave to work (mind you it was like 8pm :skull) Anyways, while he was talking he couldn't look at me at all because he fells so bad.
[OH and he was never really gonna get fired in the first place so he ignored & blocked me for a week over notbing, douche.]
At the moment, I couldn't really cry. So I kinda forced myself to cry
And I asked if we could continue talking this friday since he's such in a big rush to get his bag and I wanted to ask more questions, he agreed to it.
Fast forward, to today I asked AGAIN, to make sure we were gonna talk. And he was like we both got the closure we needed blah blah blah. 1. he didn't need closure in the first place he would've continued ignoring me if I didn't trycontacting him different ways 2. Talking takes more than 10 minutes, you have to think about what the person just said and respond correctly and you also have to process the information [maybe that's just me] 3. I was rushed because you had to pick up your bookbag. So I just wrote this long paragraph lowkey shading his alcohol problem and also just for him to know he lost someone great and who's actually gonna have a future.
A part of me is glad that It's over sense he was a bad influence (all he did was party, and wanted to become a party promoter, and had this ugly shirt clothing line with his friends) and i was so close to taking a year off school because of him, but I saw the light now. But, another part of me is so heartbroken because he was really such a good boyfriend for the majority of our relationship.And it's sad that he's going on the wrong path.
Karma will get him for being a douchebag.
