I love people
I'm alone most of the time. I don't have many friends. Not sure why...I have 1 or 2 close friends here, but in Ottawa I have a couple. Still, I've been here for 5 years; I should have a secure base of friends Not the case! Oh well. It can be hard at times also going to festivals alone, malls alone, etc.
I like being independent for the most part. I've always been taught to be independent and never allow people to help... But at the same time, I do want to be able to rely on someone else and be able to find solace with someone every day as well as fall asleep and wake up with them every day.
God, I hate being so damn anti-social but also being a hopeless romantic.
Im gonna be alone forever not because I look bad I look great but only because I am hit with the really unlucky spell. And I hate it, I really miss being loved though alone sometimes is good but I hate it when it's all the time.
Sometimes I feel lonely and I hate it but I have to say I prefer my own company. I cannot STAND being around someone 24/7, I would go ******* crazy! I love being with my close close friends but even they drive me up the walls
not because I look bad I look great but only because I am hit with the really unlucky spell. And I hate it, I really miss being loved though alone sometimes is good but I hate it when it's all the time.
