It's frightening to think that I could die any moment without getting to do all the things I want to do and see all the places I want to see... Then I start thinking, if I'm gonna die what's the use in wanting to do things and see places (unless it's to improve stuff for others, which I really wish to do someday)
Yes. I actually want to believe in Heaven, because just having nothing happen after death is kind of unnerving, if that makes sense. Although Heaven doesn't seem like a realistic concept to me.
It's hard for me to describe how I feel about death.
I have been very afraid of dying for a few months now. Not because of being gay or terrorism, just because I can't imagine what happens after you die. It really scares me, I literally think about it every day and it's kind of making me crazy.
I'm more worried about how I'm gonna die rather than facing death itself. I wouldn't want to get shot in the chest or something horrible like that. The thought of having my body rotten underground is also unappealing. Hopefully I can get cremated when I die.
everyday i think about death. Like, how am I going to die, where would I die, when, will it be painful? Where will I go? Hell or Heaven?