Am i the only one unbothered by this hole mess, It's just so boring to me, like i saw some gays on Youtube comments when i was having a tay tay music video marathon and they were all acting so extra, and i'm sitting here like "meh" , and I consider taylor a part of my family, this is all so confusing to me, POP fans are the pits

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Any way, the last two weeks have been really hard at work, There's this new guy in the Bathhouse i work in and I hate him so much, he's been steeling my clients and i've been seething ever since i saw him. He's 18 and blond and he's name is نزار and when he first came in he said he was a "Virgin" so all the clients went crasy over him and who will get to have him first, and it just angers me so much because i used to be the most successfull boy there, and it's not like i'm an old hag, i'm only 20 for taylor's sake, ugh

Any way, everybody is acting like he's a gift from god because he's blond and blue eyed and most of the boys at the bathhouse are dark heard, including me.
But the most horoble thing he did was steeling half my clients, because i normally get two men a day, but for the last week , i only got three men the entire week, and then he did the most discusting thing, my favorite client, a hot 35 daddy, choose him instead of me , and i've been having him every friday for the last year

it realy broke my heart, i've been preparing the hole day and cleaning my self and bathing in rose water and then when daddy قدير came, he choose him without even looking at me, i've been listening to Wildest dreams and crying all day , thank god i didn't have any clients today

And he even stole my personality, i present my self as the naive virgin, and he even stole that. I hate him so much and i need to get him thrown out, do you guys have any advice ?
