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Originally posted by iLays
Mess 
Everyone has their ways of grieving. Either he's doing what you wanted to do initially, which is find a distraction on Grindr etc. Or he's one of those types that can move on really quick. Either way, YOU win for having tha strength to leave |
Nah he really is. He was the kind of guy to be into casual sex and promiscuity before desiring a LTR so i imagine it's a lot easier for him to get back out there, at least sexually. I definitely need to build myself back up before doing anything and going out there. My self esteem is at an all time LOW.
And thankyou! That's what I'm trying to remember. The brain has a way of forgetting the bad really fast and holding on to the good, plus the length we've been together, are all factors into why i'm a mess atm. But I know i was sooooo ****ing miserable I completely became a different person and was sick and stressed every day for months. It's weird how I can't remember how that felt like.
Love is da pits.
