I know I am. I'm always beating myself up over the littlest of things. I'll replay a social situation in my head over and over critiquing what I said or hating myself for not saying something.

How about you fam? Is fam still cool? Am I using it right? This is what I mean. Always second guessing myself

Yes, extremely.

yes lmao but where would I be if I wasn't! We need to stop pitying ourselves.

"People are dying out there"

- Kourtney Kardashian

Yeah but then I realize that no one except me actually remembers or cares.

People are generally too worried about what they did or said to care about what you did or said, fortunately.

I really am. I hardly believe in myself sometimes. I hate that I'm like that.

Very

Yeah. I mentally whip myself sometimes honesty.

yes

Not really directly but my mind has a tendency to repeat things that make me feel either self-conscious or guilty, especially when I'm trying to go to bed very annoying.

Yes. I definitely understand what you're saying about beating yourself up over social situations, and I'm extremely hard on myself when it comes to my appearance. For example, I work out all the time and even though I would say I'm physically fit, I don't think I'll ever reach a point where I'm satisfied with the way I look unfortunately. The older I get though, the more I just stop caring about superficial things like that.

Yes

Only when i'm lying down.

Yes

A fair amount, but not to that extent. Being "cool" isn't really the height of my priorities.

Yes, very.