I'm not complaining or acting all dramatic, but I wish I was more attractive or had striking and better features to be hot. It doesn't help that being shy, and unspoken person at social events take the best of me, but being called cute kinda bothers me, or when folks notice my older, and more attractive brother and I tend to be ignored or compared to him setting me into jealously .
I kinda feel bad whenever I look at taller and muscular guys who tend to even features that qualify them as hot and I feel not good enough. I'm going to the gym, but I feel I will never beat my natural state of being slim alongside being on the short side of things.
It's also a struggle when I have this weird goofy vibe that I'm trying to replace and it's not working. Simply I wish I had the features which set me as hot rather than cute.
Does anyone share a similar struggle like mine or not really ?
well generally the "taller, more muscled, and hotter gays" like the smaller cutesy gays so I'm happy being the latter
No offense, but not really. I have been quite rejected by lots and specifically the taller, muscled, and hotter gays based on my age, height, and body type.