I want to go to a particular concert but it is in a large venue in a foreign country and I will be going alone. I don't want to feel/look awkward at it (even though I inevitably will

). Should I buy seating or standing tickets.
Standing means I have to queue early to get near the front and stand on my own all day surrounded by bubbly couples and friend groups while I remain a loner

but seating means I can just slip in near starting time but during the concert, it just feels like it will be more isolating. I don't no what to do. Maybe I should just sit in the toilet cubicle all night where no one will see I'm alone
ATRL help me please!