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Originally posted by duybeeGAshantiGA
Since when introverts dont want attention???
U can both be introverted and want to have attention at the same time.
Introverted people are the ones who recharge themselves when they are alone. Does not mean they dont want attention in general.
I am both introverted and an attention seeker at the same time.
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I wrote like this really long essay, but I deleted it because this is basically me and what I was trying to say in a much simpler way. Considering I want to be famous means I'm attention seeking in a way, even though I have good intentions with it and I'm not just trying to do a ton of weird things hoping people will notice me. And I also don't troll, and say a bunch of things people don't agree with just to get a reaction. If it ever seems that way, I'm just emotionally unstable. So yes, I do want to be noticed and I do want to help make the world a better place. But I'm also a huge introvert and I need my alone time. If I don't have those periods where I just relax and recharge, I'll probably go insane, and I will not be a happy flower
It just feels nice to relax, and be alone. And I need that every so often. Of course right now I probably recharge too much and don't get anything done, but that's besides the point. Now I'd actually start doing things with my life, and working towards my dreams, be a lot more productive in my life, and be a lot more social, and much happier, if I had a boyfriend
Want to read my essay? This was supposed to be a short response, but it turned itself into another essay, I really need to stop that
but I'm a writer, I can't help it. Anyway, if you want to read my original essay, Here it is, have fun.
I'm like the most introverted person ever, but when I'm online I act extroverted only because I'm too scared to irl and I still need social interactions. (I dropped out of school because of my extreme anxiety, and I almost never leave the house, with all the horrible things happening in 2016, it just makes it that much worse.) Like I write things here almost forgetting that other people will see them, but it's kinda a relaxing way to enter my thoughts, and to be honest with myself when I'm too scared too irl. I don't know any of you, so what do I have to lose? When I see the people behind the accounts, it scares me because it reminds me that actual people are seeing the weird things I write
Part of me wants to be extroverted, but I'm not confident with myself enough to be. One of the many reasons why I need a boyfriend, but my parents never listen
They still think I'm too young, and I'm 16. They always told me I could have a boyfriend when I turn 16, and now I am, and they still won't let me. It's really annoying, and it depresses me because I really need a boyfriend
My psychic told me months ago that lots of boys would fall in love with me in the future, but like can that happen already?
And here's me writing another really long boring essay that everyone will just skip because it's way too long. And meanwhile I just reach 2K IG followers and my readers are still waiting for my next story, and I waste my time writing long essays on random topics that nobody asked for. What am I doing here?
