I couldn't sleep easily last night and feeling like **** today. It makes me think of a lot of things, gay life, safety, party in clubs even when I'm not living in the States or where people can legally own guns.
I realized that hatred, arrogant and ignorance are the worst, they can give people reasons to kill, and others avoid talking about it. I know this would be a really bad comparison but when the Paris shooting happened, it's on all over my newsfeed, get shared from straight to gay, locals to expats to people abroad. But when this happens, only the gays share the news, others just don't give a **** about it even when it's the worst shooting in American history. There was even a comment that said "What does this has anything to do with this group?" when the news got shared in the Expats Group, and I still remember everybody united for Paris incident.
In the end of the day, it's just us - the gay community - has each others' back.