Yep, for about 5 years in my teens. She was my first everything, it was one of my friends sisters. Funny cause there was so much tension between us as if we hated each other, until we played spin the bottle and she asked me to kiss her as if she were my gf. Then after that I dickmatized her. We parted when I went off to college and that's when I tried the other white meat, and I liked it more. We still keep in contact, she's married now with kids, and she always tells me how she wishes that they were mine. She knows I identify myself as gay but still sends me pics in red lingerie because she knows that's my fav color. Plus I haven't been with any other girl since her nor have I felt an attraction for one.