I need a balance. If I go out a lot during the week I'll be tired and desperate for some alone time, while if I don't go out for a week I'll get depressed.
Offline, being a loner. I have absolutely no desire to meet new people or even maintain the relationships with the ones whom I already know. Both friends and family I have basically dropped from my life remorselessly. I can't commit, it's way too overwhelming. I believe it also has to do with a couple of traumatic experiences involving people and trust throughout my childhood idk