My future
Fashion
Music
Friends/Family
Money
Work
Travel/Geography
World culture
The past
My first lover
High school..
I think about the past way too much, ive started a new life in a completely new place yet i find myself thinking about my teen years in my hometown too much.. i dont know how to let it all go and only think about the present/future..
Food
My Dog
Men/Sex
Medication (not forgetting to take)
Future
Finances
Basketball
Botany/Plants
Research/Graduate school ****
Weed
Coffee
Music
...and occasionally family and friends when I'm bored.
Lately:
Depression and anxiety and how to conquer them daily
my ****ed up family
music/art/film/TV
food
other people and their motivations/reasons for the things they do
The futility of life and my own ambitions
the fact that I'm getting older and closer to death every day
How unhappy and miserable I am compared to how I used to be
How much life has changed now that I am sober compared to my drinking days
Whether it is possible for one man to truly love another, and whether gay men are subjected to a life of loneliness and meaningless transient "relationships"
My educational path, both formal and informal
My hope for the future and whether I still have any
Whether I will ever have a normal, "good" job or I am one of those people who is meant to live and work untraditionally.
Meaning of life, plans, saving money, regretting past mistakes, things to do, my crush (slowly declining thank God), weight, about what other people think.
