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Originally posted by Ryan
Yeah. Year and a half? We were friends first. Had a super crush. Told me he felt the same way after we finally talked about it. Don't get to spend a ton of time together bc of our schedules.
By default, I keep people at a distance. It's my defense mechanism. Opening up to him was easy but it scared me bc I wasn't sure how it'd work out ya know? I battle a lot of insecurities, and I fear he'll get bored with me or I'll find some way to destroy our relationship. I don't want that.
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it sucks when you wanna spend time with someone but you can't because of schedules, distance, etc.
I know people always say "oh, distance isn't that bad", but I think... I don't know, not seeing each other as often as one wants might end up killing things.
I deal with a lot of insecurities too, and I fear people might get bored of me too, I legit wonder that every day and I always try to be the first to talk to people so they know I care about them and that I'm... there, in a way.
