veni, vidi, vici

same

Yes.

Not really.

yes esp lately

it depends on how you define it. in some ways i've been really lucky; i was born into an upper middle class family in a pretty safe area and i had a lot of opportunities that a good amount of people will never get, and my family is really peaceful and supportive and i have a great relationship with them now that i've moved out.

but i also got the short end of the genetic stick because i inherited a lot of health problems, including mental issues, and i got bullied pretty badly when i was younger, so in some ways i've had a lot of burdens but in others i'm really lucky. i try to remind myself of all of the opportunities i have and be humble about it, and understand that there are a lot of people who don't have the same luxuries that i do.

yes

I have not had a difficult life, i had a normal and sheltered upbringing. I grew up in a boring small farmtown, i have travelled to places that most people my age haven’t, but i feel like my life experience in general is pretty lackluster.

No, i've had a very sheltered life. all i had was a very dysfunctional family that gave me Abandonment Issues.

Yeah my life has been a hot mess for as long as I can remember. Never had much of a childhood but at least my life ain't boring.

I think so.

i guess so

I'mma use this as thread as a way to vent everything out because I haven't been feeling too good so if you don't want to read an ''attention seeking'' post, skip this lol


I have been through an awful lot tbh.
I grew up in a very poor home, I shared a bed with my mam and dad and brothers and sisters in one room.
From the ages of 8-12 I was sexually abused (penetration included) by a person my family trusted.
During that time I had developed an eating disorder because I wanted to be so skinny that I would disappear.
I was also physically and emotionally abused by my mother and father and then step father.
I also had to try to break up most of the physical fights between my mam and dad since I was very young.
I finally got the courage to ring the police about the sexual abuse and I also told them about the physical abuse from my parents when I was 14.
I was brought to an emergency homeless shelter at 14 and ended up in foster care until I was 15 because it was horrible and I hated being around other families at this stage.
I then became homeless but was helped by a homeless organisation who found me a social worker and from then I lived in a care home with other kids like me.
- In the care home, due to the nightmares I had from my abuse, I tried to kill myself twice and ended up in a mental ward 3 times One time I had jumped from a moving car on the freeway. From there I learned I also had bipolar disorder.
When I turned 18 I had to move out but I was still in school and struggling with money so I became homeless again, I did my exams homeless.
Finally I got a boyfriend who helped me into adult homeless shelters.
Now I'm getting myself on my feet and finally live in a rented accommodation and am not homeless anymore. I'm 20 years old btw.