Of course. Many times. And I still think about it from time to time.

But the last 6 months have made such a huge difference. Finding out that I actually have depression and can take medicine for it has been huge. It helps the bad days feel not so bad. And I also have an incredible system of friends around me who I've been open with about my suicidal thoughts, and who I know I can call in the middle of the night when I feel like **** to remind me how great of a person I am.

I really love myself, my body, my eyes, my nose, my gesture, my voice... I would never

Yes

You don't have to be self-hating to commit suicide. It means that you can't handle pain anymore.

Sometimes especially these last few months but I would never do anything to myself

I've been thinking about it a lot these past few weeks, it's just the situation of my country, I feel beated down everytime I go out and see my people in long ass lines waiting to buy at least bread or rice, the hundreds of innocent killed on the street just for a smartphone, my mom working her ass off trying to keep our traditions alive, me not eating at college so I can buy and smoke 2 cigarretes... I don't think I can handle this another year

I think about it yes, but I would never actually do it. Mostly just thinking about what it would be like if I was just gone.

Yes. I've had thoughts about killing myself. Thank God I haven't acted them out