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Originally posted by BabyCantYouSee
So you don't like men at all right now? Not even 0.0001%? It's fine, as long as you stay true to yourself.
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I'm not going to lie, it's a struggle, and I know that immediately gives leeway to "WELL, THEN YOU'RE LYING TO YOURSELF." But I can assuredly say it's because I hammered into my brain the gay p0rno addiction and media foolery, etc SO much that it's something I'm still working out because I've let it linger for yearsssss. It's like, when you jerk off and give mental energy to those thoughts, it's easier to access that type of mental exercise.
The more I leave the past behind me and what I thought was my attraction, the more I feel like I'm stepping into who I once and actually am. I know, this seems backwards because nobody ever says stuff like this besides "i was forced into straight camp!" people, but oh well.
" saved on her phone/has an account (doesn't use because isn't gay/bored).
What isy our man name? Tell us.
