The way I die scares me the most; however, there are some circumstances that scare me about when and what will happen after I die, too. Like, if I were to die now, it would be rather inconsequential even though it'd be deeply hurtful to my loved ones, but there isn't anyone that fully depends on me; all of that changes once you become a parent. I hope that if I die young/unexpectedly, it happens before I have children or once I have children, I hope to live until they're adults and fully self sufficient. My friend's mom died in a car accident when we were in middle school and

God. I would never want my own children to go through that.