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Originally posted by Joyride
I wanna be loved, you know? but I think the fear of it ending is stronger than the desire of be loved.
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I don't know what that all means for you, but I want someone who obvi loves me and for whom I return the feeling, but like, is closer to me and more significant than that. A best friend kind of boyfriend, another half to a whole. A situation where you can always find both of us together (outside things like work clearly), never one without the other.
The guys I've talked to so far just don't cut it. I think my main issue with dating is that I know exactly what I want and people I've actually talked to are unsure, and even though I obviously don't straight up say what I want and scare them off, both of us can
feel that the other isn't going into it with the same hopes for whatever relationship might be.