So, we were supposed to meet at Burger King at 6 PM, but I didn't show up until 6:15 because I went to get ANTI at Target since I was out there.
But I finally saw him and went over to the table and he just was super loud talking about how hot I am. So, since I was so nervous, I ended up taking the persona of a straight bro and kept talking about how chicks look so bangable and that it was great to catch up with my high school bro.
However, it got significantly better at the theater. We saw The Boy since I wanted to see if he was a wuss and got scared easily (he acted alright) and also since I didn't want to be seen.
But then, he just started cuddling up next to me when the lights were down and I was like "Alright, but let's not make a habit of it.". Then he was getting scared and kept grabbing my hand (and eventually didn't let go). I was like "Grow up bruh" but at the same time was kinda amused by it, so I let it slide. Ultimately, I said **** it and he ended up just cuddling up next to me and rubbing my arms (
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Then we got back my car after the movie since he said he wanted to talk to me since I was late to Burger King and literally right as we got in the car, he started hardcore making out with me (tongue and all).
I quickly pulled back since I'd never been kissed and was slightly grossed out and I was like uhhhhh.... He asked what was wrong and I said, um you kissed me and this wasn't a date. It was silent for a few minutes but then I changed the subject and talked about family and goals and **** and then he tried to kiss me again and I pulled back before he could so he gave me a hug and said that this was the best date he's ever been on. As he was leaving my car, he called me the sexiest guy he's ever laid eyes on and that he was so lucky to meet me. I just responded with Thanks and drove off.
Let's just say it was a very weird set of events.
But I guess I realized that I don't feel comfortable on dates in public.
Hopefully this feeling changes after I'm out and all, because I do want to find love and be open and ****.
Finally, I can't kiss worth a ****. But who can blame me, today was my first kiss.
