I think I am but yet he said that he has feelings towards me but has been the most complicated guy to get in contact with due to being busy with work. It makes me sad.
Ive been in love with my straight classmate for two years, things were really complicated. Two days ago we went out so we could discuss some things from the past. I feel a relief, ive told him eveything that was messing me up (he already knew i liked him since i tried kissing him once). Im thankful since he is really tolerant, open minded and good willed. This doesnt make things any smoother. We still have one year and a half before graduation. I really want to get over him but his presence wont allow it although he doesnt want me to feel bad, he even apologised to me for liking him (ikr?!). Im somehow happy now but i still feel nostalgic and melancholic. Im tired of feeling empty and unsatisfied. Im not even 18 (3 months to go), i deserve happiness.
Ive been in love with my straight classmate for two years, things were really complicated. Two days ago we went out so we could discuss some things from the past. I feel a relief, ive told him eveything that was messing me up (he already knew i liked him since i tried kissing him once). Im thankful since he is really tolerant, open minded and good willed. This doesnt make things any smoother. We still have one year and a half before graduation. I really want to get over him but his presence wont allow it although he doesnt want me to feel bad, he even apologised to me for liking him (ikr?!). Im somehow happy now but i still feel nostalgic and melancholic. Im tired of feeling empty and unsatisfied. Im not even 18 (3 months to go), i deserve happiness.
Nobody is out of my league because I know my worth. If P!nk can get married to an attractive guy, I don't see why any of us can't do the same. I mean come on.
