A solid 1. I moved back home for a bit and despite it being what I needed to do, I regret ever leaving the city I was in and my friends. I have no friends left in my home town so now my days consist of working at a call centre and sitting at home.. Hoping I get accepted at a school in Toronto and everything gets back on track.
A solid 1. I moved back home for a bit and despite it being what I needed to do, I regret ever leaving the city I was in and my friends. I have no friends left in my home town so now my days consist of working at a call centre and sitting at home.. Hoping I get accepted at a school in Toronto and everything gets back on track.
my self esteem has gone a bit higher since I've lost weight.. but I can't really say that as I have an eating disorder at the same time
overall life though, I would say is around a 7-8*
I'm extremely blessed but feel like I could put a little more effort in all aspects.
Sometimes. One moment I can give my life a 10/10 and the other moment I'm feeling depressed cuz the crush doesn't talk and then I feel insecure and give life a -10/10
Well things have been incredibly tough lately for me. I've done some bad things which lead to a series of consequences I never wanted. It was never within my intentions to harm anyone, so the guilt eats me up. I've tried to patch things up as much as possible, but when one cut is closed another seems to open. Things have gotten better, but sometimes I feel like life is doing it's best to **** me over these past couple of months.
And all of that **** happened right before my finals, so my mental state was in shambles and I've had to do my absolute best not to let my grades suffer just because I am.
