Either my partner or my mom, probably partner
Picking my partner feels selfish of course, but I feel like my parents would want me to move on, live my life and be happy etc. If I were a parent that's what I would choose for my child. They're both already middle-aged, so. Killing my partner wouldn't make sense if we're both relatively young
I'd be able to live with the guilt because it's obviously a decision I was forced to make and not my fault, I'd just be extremely angry for the rest of my life. Which is like how I am now... so
