When I was in first grade...

No. Sis talk to someone. I hope you're doing fine

I had suicidal thoughts when I was in high school, nothing serious mostly depression.

Hopefully you'll find the help u need! Just know, you are not alone

i've been in the hospital 6 times for suicide attempts

Never even crossed my mind before

Yes

No I'm good looking and I want to live to be successful and see the people I hate die

Thought about it, considered it, but was never close to actually doing it.

yes and ill prob do it again

I thought about it. This was back when I was was depressed. I would be lying if I still didn't think about it from time to time. I don't think I'd ever actually go through with it.

I don't it was a real try, but after a discussion with my mother, I wrapped my shirt in my neck and waited a bit.. I knew I wasn't capable tho, but my face got all red and it left me with a bad pressure headache

Once

I hope you all learn the first time if you did. I did about 5 months ago & my ex found me in my dorm passed out from OD & if he didn't find me at the time he did I wouldn't be here. I'm beyond grateful.

Not necessarily suicide but the 'I don't want to die but I wish I'd never been born at all' line from Bohemian Rhapsody summarises me right now