I'm not a really novelist, the thing is I prefer writing in English but it is not my first language so I am very limited. Anyway, I have had an idea since like 1 year but I see it more as a movie. Since I don't know how to write a screen play I tried to write it as a novel but everytime I start I tell myself it sucks. So I have just small portion of chapters written

. I'm definitely not a novelist but ti sucks to have an idea and not being able to write it down.
I have a lot of respect for writers.