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Originally posted by bobbymfw
How do you fantasize about sex then? Everybody has sexual fantasies so you can't honestly say you don't want it. Do you imagine that you're in a heterosexual relationship and you are the girl? If that's the case, then maybe you're not gay, you're more likely transsexual. There's a difference.
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Yeah, confusing eh? Let's first go to the guy I'm in love with. I did not, for once, choose to fall in love with him. It just happened. Called attraction eh? Yeah, just like how NE is attracted to a pretty girl that walks in front of him. But this is a guy.
Ever since that day, I felt this strong, yet, uncontrollable, oh wait, NE will probably use the "devil' for this part, but anyways, feelings toward him. It was like a tingly feeling? It was a feeling of love.
To this day, I have not let a day pass without thinking of him and caring about him. I gave him money once because kids were gonna beat him up and it tore my heart into pieces imagining the thought of him getting hurt so I did it. I would give him my life if I had too.
Now, there is nothing sexual here right? I just want to be with him. I have though desired guys, not of that one guy, but not always in real life. Sex is not always the first priority to me when it comes to relationships. I honestly could do a life without sex, but like I stated before, it's part of nature to do it. I don't get how anyone, straight people that is, could have a relationship without doing anything romantic with their partner. We are not in a fairytale land world that NE describes. People do have sex in relationships, that is not from a ficition book, that is the truth.
But regardless, to finish your question, I'm attracted to the male body. Have always been. I always thought the girl's body to be unnattractive. And yet, that wouldn't work in a relationship. Why would you date someone that you weren't attracted too? Anyways, I hope that clarifies something...
