Yeah, I have an insanely bad phobia of death. I'm scared of what happens after you die. The most reasonable answer is 'oblivion' and the thought of being unconscious for eternity and completely non existent is a horrible thought for me. I know I won't know it's happening since I won't exist, but the thought of it horrifies me.
I have a slight hope that a God/afterlife is real. I feel like life is pointless if you live for X amount of years and then cease to exist, so an afterlife sometimes sounds more reasonable for me. I hope it is real
Even reading all this is making me feel a bit sick 