I'm on your team OP.

I always just end up being helpful and nice to people like that, even when I hate them and think they don't deserve it. My conscience doesn't allow me to not help others

But you see, these notes are 4 months old and I like recording them because some teachers don't have a certain book to study from. I'm not gonna help someone that doesn't work hard like I do and gets good grades and maybe even better than me because of my hard work.

It's not like I don't help my friends. HE is not my friend and I didn't even knew his name only when he called me. After 4 ****ing months.

I'm not ANTi helping people btw I'm just over those kind of people

I used to help me friends but not other people and less when they were ungrateful.