So, after some reflection and a lack of creative ability this week due to final exams and projects, I have decided that my PH8 journey is complete. Not ending too soon, but rather, complete. I am pleased with where I finish in this game. I don't want to submit a half-assed song out of respect for everyone here, especially out of regards to the judges' volunteered time, and I guess out of respect for myself too. I know that there would be a chance I would be saved by a judge following my elimination this week, but I would prefer for that save to go to someone whose journey in PH8 is not complete yet. I personally feel very fulfilled and genuinely proud of my work over the past few months. The songs I have written are without a doubt my best so far, and I've experienced a lot of personal growth as a writer and artist. I had some really high-scoring songs, jumped over some major hurdles, and even finally notched a #1 during the comeback round. Looking back now on the competition, I don't know if I necessarily joined to win the whole thing. I wanted more to challenge myself, redeem my efforts from season seven, and continue evolving, which I absolutely believe I did. Making it so deep in the competition with such a strong group of writers is an honor, and it makes me say, "hey, I
can do this."
Thank you to all of the judges for your constructive and encouraging reviews and support. You have given me a lot of confidence in my work, and I appreciate your dedication to this game. Sam, especially, I would like to thank you for your tremendous effort, and regardless of what some people have said this season, you have done an amazing job hosting this game. It is so well organized, the challenges have been tough but exciting, and the overall spirit here is so supportive. To the final 13 -- good luck! You guys are a fantastic triskaidrinity, and I can't wait to see how this journey concludes.
I leave you with my preliminary chorus for the song I was trying to write this week, "Canvas." Maybe one day (season nine, you never know!), I will be able to continue the painting.
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And I'm still figuring out who I really am
I've got love in my heart and a brush in my hand
My palette is filled with a million colors
But my canvas still needs, still needs to be covered
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Love you all!
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