Get over it. You don't even like girls.

OK so I've liked my best friend for over a year now, and she knows it because I told her once (I gotta say she didn't even reply. I told her face to face and she just took her phone and started texting her friends).
So there's this guy in my class that used to be/is my friend and I told him I liked this girl because he was v annoying with it. He knows I like her.
So MY CRUSH and THIS BOY made out this Friday IN FRONT OF ME. I didn't get sad. I got angry, v angry. But they didn't know I saw them (or they knew, idk). She's supposed to be my best friend but she didn't even tell me about it.
They're both in my class and I have to experience their flirting every ****ing day. It's so annoying.
So I went out with my friends yesterday (she was w/ us) and she saw him. She didn't want to talk to him but he saw her. They kissed in front of me again d. But this time I didn't give a **** about it. I didn't get angry, or sad, I just didn't care. I moved on.
But today they both were invited to a birthday party and I went out with other friends (my crush's best friend was there). I saw them once, and she didn't see me, but he did. He gave a shady smile to me, and kissed her because he knew I was looking. Like, weren't you supposed to be my friend? Why are you doing this if you know I like her? Maybe it's because I drag him daily.
This time I got a bit sad, but I moved on too. I know my crush knows I still like her because her best friend was giving clues all the time. She was saying things like "are you sad because x isn't here?" "You shouldn't get sad over x!" and my other friends realized I like her.
OK so I spent all the night thinking about what they were doing, but I didn't saw any of them till some minutes ago. I was on my way home with my crush's best friend, and my crush came with us so she wouldn't go home alone. My crush showed her friend something, and said "Jorge, don't look". I think it was a hickey, but I'm not sure. And I think it was close to her boob. Like, wyd? You've been together for a ****ing week.
This made me sad. I thought I'd move on but I'm still sad. And my crush spent all the way jumping, smiling, laughing... So something important happened. But what made me really sad and angry, was that my crush said "goodbye Jorge" like +5 minutes before I got home. OK, if you want me to leave, say it. I'm sure it's because she wanted to tell her friend what happened, but not me.
**** you.

Josh and everyone else, listen to this bop.

And I won't be like those people who say 'I'm happy for you'. I used to be like that but I won't be happy for something that makes me sad and angry. And I won't be happy for a couple that tries to take me down everytime they see me. I just won't.