Right before my 18th birthday a few years ago, I realized that I had grown up thinking I was a Christian when I didn't have any sort of personal relationship with Jesus. Making the decision to follow Him and not just say I'm a Christian has changed my life drastically over the last 2.5 years.
And after battling a nasty depression for the last year and a half, and frequently having suicidal thoughts, I finally made the decision to start going to see a counselor on-campus and that had a profound effect on my view of life and my will to live. That was when I really started fighting for my life and my happiness.
Both are significant for me, but I feel like another major life change is right around the corner. I'm about to graduate college and I still haven't completely grown up. And that's going to have to happen at some point.
Ive never exactly had to turn my life around, there has just always been room for a lot of improvement which ive been working on a lot. What needs to change the most for me is my social life, ive always been a social person and had dozens of friends but ive never really had that best friend, like all my friends have always had a closer friend than myself. I want friends who want to go out and have fun, i love my childhood friends but they were boring af