****, I've been having dreams about my crush from high school for the past month or so and it's driving me crazy. I had a really vivid one last night about him finding out that I've talked about him a lot or something of the sort idk it was just really embarrassing and awkward and confrontational. I just went on Snapchat and saw my other crush's story and saw the two of them hanging out, knowing that they're more or less of a thing and I want to punch a wall and write a song that tears them apart and ****
I had a dream the other night (well, morning, actually) that I was like taken in by the Swift family and we were on a car ride and I was sitting in Austin's lap even though the car wasn't full and he had his arms around me and we were both sleeping.
My ATRL Critic "25" review being more like a rant.
I saw my ex breaking into my house to get me back and we ended up getting back together against mom's will. I tried ending things with him a second time and spent most of my dream avoiding him. It was one of those horrible long dreams I thought was real and when I woke up at 4pm, I wanted to cry of relief. It made me so sad. But can't do anything about it. I think it was cause I listened to Pure Heroine last night and that's what I listened to all summer last year when we were at our prime
****, I've been having dreams about my crush from high school for the past month or so and it's driving me crazy. I had a really vivid one last night about him finding out that I've talked about him a lot or something of the sort idk it was just really embarrassing and awkward and confrontational. I just went on Snapchat and saw my other crush's story and saw the two of them hanging out, knowing that they're more or less of a thing and I want to punch a wall and write a song that tears them apart and ****
as for your die comment, I really wish I to temporarily die. Not only cause of my dream last night but finals are coming up and I have to write some papers and make some presentations in the next week. Also, my sleeping patterns have been ****ed this whole week. I don't feel healthy.
I had a dream the other night (well, morning, actually) that I was like taken in by the Swift family and we were on a car ride and I was sitting in Austin's lap even though the car wasn't full and he had his arms around me and we were both sleeping.
Just started seething as I read this Austin is Mine!
its 4:30 pm 
wtf
