Yes. It started when I was a teen, I became very withdrawn and shy when we went to middle school and I was around a bunch of new people that I didn't know and it only got worse from there. My classmates got used to me being quiet so they just went along with it, which was probably the worst thing they could've done. If I'm doing something like going to the bank or w/e, I have to think about what exactly I'm gonna say beforehand and then I feel nervous the entire time until I get there and I have to calm myself down. Even if I'm just talking on the phone I feel like I'm gonna **** myself and I get super anxious. I don't know how people can just talk to someone and not feel nervous at all, I always overthink about how I'm acting and what I'm saying and worry that I'm coming across badly. I feel like I don't know what to say, so my responses are super boring or not enough. Such a struggle. Sometimes I'll walk by somebody I know, and I want to say hi but I get so overwhelmed with nerves that I just ignore them instead

When people see me around somebody that I actually feel comfortable with, they say it's like I'm a totally different person and ask why I can't be like that all the time
