My crush in Junior year who's straight and going out with a girl I really love as a friend right now. I can imagine him being bicurious and tbh if I had just asked nicely to suck his dick he probably would've let me we were really close and he was so flirty with me. Smh.

That's exactly what I'm going through right now

Awww you should be more confident guys

Pft, how about people I said no to and later regret it? That's my problem.

DOn't open up these wounds

Depends on what exactly you said no to them

Sex.

I chose morals too often and it got me no where.

For instance I was talking to a few guys at once (as you do), and it just so happened that two guys wanted to meet up the same weekend. I let the hotter guy down because I had been talking to the other more and liked him better. Of course that didn't go down too well with the hotter guy (we were all within a circle of friends), and he said I had missed my chance.. even though I had a crush on him for years and years. I was gutted. Long story short: Those two guys later end up ****ing and I'm the fool that missed out on the guy I ultimately wanted to bed.

Being a good boy doesn't always work, gays and girls.

They weren't worth it... I don't know, I don't think you have to change to be liked / loved by someone , in case you want a normal love relationship, just my opinion. You'll find someone better than them

It all worked out great in the end. The guy I chose is a good friend of mine, and his first and longest relationship with a guy was due to me introducing him to one of my friends. They've since broken up, but were together for five years or whatever.

No idea what's happened to the other guy. All I know is that most of London wanted his arse and I said no to him.

Good if it worked out well then